the big kind u kown wut im sayin kiki

the numbers have gone down a little tonight but today and yesterday too they seemed up. i don't come in so much to check or anything. in fact...life has kind of stopped for me while i catch up....but today the tears started flowing a lot...ever had days or weeks or months like that ? i had't...but i thought i felt warmer energy a little while back

there is actually one thing that my mom taught me fly away and see if the second bird comes back either way you would need two so it would be the right one that would come back and they need the telephoto so that they can see if another one zoomed. already which would be fine because the right things happen and some train to be body guards not me tho ...not my style. i better have more to chase after than that. i'm behind as it is. chase it.

honey you are a big fish i can tell it when i spend all day talking to a minno but there is one more thing tonight which is just that you really are a big one. i have to sort some more stuff out right now im a little busy just be patient.. tyvm. kiki

have new main profesion

a soliquay (sp) of such magnified casual compressed content..admires the fresh soy bean's aim at the butt cuck. enough to wake me up from a deep sleep. and days apart.

had to give the donald a bit of a talking too the other night..not sure if it sunk in with him himself..but some of the standbyers looked on instead of down into..which is donald's fantasy..2015 instead of 2010 your original desire..(or even 2009 just to give 2010 the nudge..)...always felt the bump would give our esteemed listeners a surge point which would get them more concerts..so i truly hope the donald will hide over her instead of looking for a place where he can talk some innocent soul into the banning business. some souls have been lost due to the horrible games produced by such useless stress...some stress is good...and i have a useful stressful idea working and gathering steam..but i'm gonna need natural white light platinum instead of this colored gold stuff..

donald baby you gettin better and better with your radio shows. when do the next one gonna be at. town liked this last one. especially david pose. ha. good one. kitten can lick meow mix off floor kinda cute..they like it so much..you just let them do it over an over lap lap lap...kina funny although sad to say -- boring. you do the jim act for that which i also love. what luck to wanna get the tune tone and can't find it. try to be cheerful to those who don't. over all a good review...3 an a half star.

isnt he still just so lovely ??

listened to the grammy awards the other night and of course the only thing on it was the vocalism of bochelli. but any singer will tell you it is hard to sing sitting down so i was pretty surprised to hear a note out of myself (just one note) on my lightbulb video tape that i made out of my studio when i moved to ca in 85. it took a lot of getting it too and its a gift when you get a note..that decides to go back in the head where it belongs because of the effort. pure athleticism. talent is a whole other thing. didn't think i had a copy of this tape as i gave the only one (i thought) to a friend. my lighting was tacky..all of these bullet lamps..piano one and floor one and light bulbs right on my face. it was six hours of conducting practicing, mainly beethoven 1 which i worked pretty hard at lots of singing and accompanying myself..lieder..some feeble attempts at strenuous exercises and of course the piano which i play. the phone rings..i jig around to some of the 80's radio stuff which i was stuck with whilst teaching high school..for a break and well...lack of quality...through and through..the only thing worth writing about is that i never thought i would be goofy enough to send it to someone..for response.