I don't know why anyone would be (the viagra makers in particular) concerned about what I think about where someone chooses to bed down a Brit...or for that matter adopt her children...(married or not married)...depending on how you choose to save your money...why ??? the weather is dry and warm in southern california..sea breezes can be fine if you're not worried about some arthritic potential or wanting to keep your chops hot...but rainy England ?? good for the skin....go for it.....just don't come whining that you want to be part of America ...the land of the free and the home of the brave...i don't need a red coat...i've already got one...get the picture ? good.

yeah i knew that would start something up...but it had to be said..only so many years i'm gonna watch wannabe's...don't tell me about old school..until you have studied music with the european masters of the 18th century IN EUROPE...or Boston..same thing..England is just another version and Vienna is a better one...closer to opera at least..and you must do opera to sing..you must have a clue at least of breath support that isn't reliant on juke box mics..i mean common.......i'm not a hick from scotland..BUT IT YOU LIKE THE OLD SCHOOL because you like caves and you're just very quiet why would i even know about you ? well i don't....and that's actually the point..i just know your image..and rich people don't impress me..they know love don't matter that much...cuz they rely on their money...to create the love..or what they wish so bad WAS LOVE..if you've heard my Schubertian Beethovenesque approach you'd know me and you don't...I enjoy your promotion...of all the things you have and the places you'd like to fix up...but hire other people to find the style to do it...( not a good idea i might add)....then change your mind and move to New England..thinkin that might work for ya...I don't think so...seems like you're still lookin for a place to put it...nunna my bidness but that's what i think...i've got the red clay...and i've got the Maine snow..and Paul Revere all in one...I can take you down ...that's your problem....YOU WISH....and wishin ain't gonna get you no-wheres...you actually have to head to head it with someone...and in this life time you won't be doin that..nope.

no i'm not as hard as i sound..(no doubt)..but it does remind me of the reaction i had when i told an 11 year old child that computers are not husbands...you're not married to them..she said that absolutely wasn't true...the computer was her husband..it was a goofy conversation but time has shown that this is the internet only...you pay for it..it does for you what you need for it to do..i'm sure i get my 20.00 a month out of it but that's about it..i write what i think..i try to defer people who whine to other people who whine as opposed to whining to me..via internet..i don't live on the internet and i'm not married to it..as it turns out some people actually do..it's a geuniune addiction justified by the fact that work itself uses the internet very powerfully...that's all i'm gonna say about that...and i expect the internet junkies to float from one site to another creating soap operas...after all ....people like soap operas...etc.

LOL !!!!!! :)

yeah well i dont think there are two hundred and six people on line reading right now cuz the number thing that counts doesn't really work so i wouldn't know that way but i see that there are that many readers and i'm very impressed with your cute pranks. per usual. x

we had a shaker spreading out from a 7.2 earthquake in Baja today..we felt the shakes..not sure about the canyon cuz wasn't up there..and i thought ya know this is like life...COULDN'T BEEN WORSE...losses happens..it ended up being a bit of a sad day due to those losses including the fact that my canyon home was my 'married lady' second home..we were down on the ocean in san clemente during the week...i was spoiled..my father likes to say..well maybe ...but life gives you some easier times and life gives you some hard times and right now it's hard. but it could be worse. gp

talked to christine yesterday...i'm sure i do what everyone else does on these facebook things..( she doesn't and we never even mentioned this site)...i get a bit personal but i'll tell you that these days i do it prayerfully..as much as my particular upbringing directs...i try to be careful..facebook is fine..but i'm not on the internet..and when christine decides this thing is still costing her rent...for no good reason..she'll pull it...i'd do the same thing..we are not partners on it..she will complete her online degree in accounting in november...she's maintaining...starts her days with running..feeds her pets..gets some breakfast...goes to the Y...swims and lifts weights...she's done this since forever...she developed a sort of commraderie at the 'Y'...years ago..and its cheap..she then works a basic job to pay her bills...she lived down the road from me in her our high school years...she's not in massachusetts now...i'm the miniter's kid who became a short order musical cook at a young age..and even today dad asked me if i wanted to fly to washington dc next week as he'll be recieving some sort of reward and recognition etc. ..he has another minister buddy who can fly if i feel i can't or don't want to...and i told him i thought forest falls is a priority as we both decided last week...it's now a detriment to me and i can't afford two pieces of real estate..never could..that's not my pocketbook...and i work for my dad..who gets good pensions...from all sides...it's a choice...but it's more of a calling or if you want to get mundane...a well instilled habit..to be part of a team..man wise...mom shared her man from time to time..and didn't mind doing it...i'm overly sheltered...i don't REALLY think i'm the second degree type when it comes to this nursing stuff...dad doesn't need a nurse...it's just all about preventative medicine and smarts in health..and our family has longevity in the genes so far...on top of it..self expression eases depression...gives hope...as some writer wrote ...but practicality rules...i can't be overly sentimental about spending every single moment with my dad anymore than i was with my mother...she wanted me to go to massachusetts..explore my future possibilities and not get too hung up on what they were doing as a couple..they didn't want much outside help and could have had it...aka people coming to their home..which frustrated me at times ..as they preferred me to having anyone at all...little double edged sword stuff there which contiues with dad but i'm telling him ..to go ahead and keep his support system strong which he has been able to do a lot more than my mother's illness allowed...it's still a sad time though of potential loss and you fight the good fight on that front..while knowing that certain talents were bestowed..i'll soon be up in the mountains with my piano..it's been both places...but this is a temporary..good set up that dad set up himself...and it will not be needed at a certain point..it's his pension...he gets to spend it his way...we'll see how i do selling a location location location piece of property...ideally it should go to someone who can completely re-build and make something as nice as the stone castle adjacent to my modest home...i have land...not as much as the Altadena Milk Co. trust castle...but it's still penthouse property..in the mist of forest falls...it snowed last night..and it's very beautiful..but married lady time is over.....we could afford it...now i can't...i have to mingle...i'm your basic gigging musician...teacher...who dabbled...which is to say i never went and got my doctorate at a time that would have allowed tenure tract priveleges..now on that...i have to say..i'm just plainly TOO OLD...LOL...further more...it was never my heart...to be a professor...that comes out of experience...and side line master class mentality for many musicians....just how successful are HALL AND OATES ? WICKED SUCCESSFUL...i didn't go to daryl's grange hall deal last winter near his house...i could have...had a ticket...saw all the mud and how tiny the grange hall was and got the hell outta dodge...i didn't wanna run into one of his ladies...LOL